Sunday, April 04, 2004

I'm feeling DEPRESSED again...FAT and DEPRESSED.... Can i just forget about all my problems? can i just lie down, and wake up the next day with a clean slate? Yeah, i know the answer's NO. life sucks.
Why am i not determined enough? Why am i so emotional? Why why why? Why can't i overcome my weakness? I feel so weak and useless and pathetic. Grrrrrr. I have failed, again and again and again.
I'm so tired of failing. My life is an entire failure!
Sigh, i just don't feel good about myself right now......

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