Saturday, October 04, 2025

What's up? How's it going?

January 2025 became a positive turning point. I was still on edge when we went back to the Philippines for Chinese New Year. I didn't want to meet my friends, I didn't want to meet anyone else but my family. After that visit, I was relatively better. 

There were minor incidents here and there but nothing major. I still needed breaks but I was okay enough not to need a talk with the psychiatrist. 

May 2025 I was feeling homesick but a series of family visits happened which made me happy, hopeful, and have something to look forward to. 

My brother visited and little did I know that it would be the last time I'd see him conscious 😓.

We went to Japan and Kobe was just so awesome. I enjoyed Universal Studios in Osaka too.

After that was a series of events that just came rushing in one after the other like a tidal wave that wouldn't stop. 

July: My husband gets a 2 month notice of termination
Aug: My brother suddenly passes away
Sep: My husband loses his job
Sep: I am told that I will lose my job as wel come end of March

WHAT A CRAZY FEW MONTHS! 

Why did all these happen? IDK.

So much hammering and pruning. 

Trust in the Lord. There's nothing else to do. 

What's up? How's it going?

January 2025 became a positive turning point. I was still on edge when we went back to the Philippines for Chinese New Year. I didn't wa...