Dance...

"Dance like nobody's watching; love like you've never been hurt.
Sing like nobody's listening; live like it's heaven on earth." -
  --  Mark Twain




 

• Current Location:condo
• Current Mood:  thoughtful

stupid love/crush

You gotta dance like you've never danced before, you gotta love like you'll never get hurt

- yeah. stupid diba? Pero stupid ako eh, so ganun pa rin ginawa ko. ano baaaa. hayy. argh!

i hate it when i get hurt because im enamored by a person too much. I try to give that person everything.. make things convenient for him. Pretend that its nothing to me. But no.. it's something to me.

2 hours offset. alam mo ba kung magkano un? Ni ndi mo nga ako nililibre at all eh.

Pinagisipan ko pa kung gagawin ko un eh, pero nsabi ko na diba. Ewan ko bakit ba ang tanga tanga kooooo.

So what am i gonna do about it?

Am i gonna text him in the morning and tell him na hindi na tuloy at hindi ko na iffund ung internet activities nya??

Im so stupid. Can I just say that again.

Pero knowing stupid me baka ituloy ko pa rin. I'm not the type that goes on with speculation . Pero tingna mo 12:36 na. Gigising ka pa ng uber aga. 6am.

Ay nako bahala na. Ill react when he texts me. grrrr stupid i hate myself!!!

aygswtowlyoaygbttoyl?

Sabi ko nga eh swtowly eh. Wala kang problema, ndi ka masasaktan. Pero bakit ba laging gustong gbttoyl diba? Nagpapakatanga ka na e pero ibang direction naman ung tingin nya eh. Ndi naman sayo eh kasi malamang dun din say sa ttohl diba. Hay ganun tlga ata eh. story of my life. buti nga i got this one right eh tatanga tanga pa ako  naisipan ko pang bttoil. I'm so stupid. Buti talga namulatan ako agad.

Sabog...

I have this great "sabog" feeling right now... I was updating my facebook and while waiting for the page to load, I lay down on my bed for a while.. the next thing I knew, my alarm was ringing and it was morning already! Of course, the PC was still open! Argh. This has given me this sabog, "Huh, wha?" kinda feeling and face..

 

I still have a Financial Management paper to finish tonight but right now..I do not feel any sense of urgency. I just feel this cold, numbing feeling on my head that has voided my brain of logical thinking...

 

Tonight, I'm going to have dinner with Karen and Jane to celebrate our 5 years in work! Our original start date was June 28, 2004. Arvin is in the US but we he will be with us in spirit haha

 

Last night, I shared with Gordon that I felt like making a career change and shifting to management track. All these silly design and execution work has gotten me bored and to think that I'm staying here till December. I guess that gives me ample time to ask God and prepare for the change if it is His will. Another important factor here is that I should pass my Finnacial Management class!!

 

Suddenly, those Ws in my transcript now matter. Gordon suggested applying for Management Associate position in Nestle or Citibank. Let's see how that goes :p