Cognitive Dissonance

Something is amiss.. I do not feel right...

Should i stop obsessing over David Cook???

But i like it! hehehe it excites me!

but i do not feel right.. you know like 'cognitive dissonance'

but is this dissonance only brought about by the pre-programmed guilt tripping from my past??

Or is it genuine?

What bad effect has this obsession being doing to me??

I've been able to do my homework way ahead of time, so no problem with school even though I download from You Tube and do homework at the same time

Well, sleep's been a little deprived but I'm able to catch up on the weekends. My forecast is I've finished all the You Tube videos there is for one week and the next would be to find someone who has AI season 7 episodes. I'm lazy and impatient to download all the torrents of 42 episodes! That will take a humongous amount of time and resources!

I want to watch the entire season to be fair you know, and also listen to the other singers. I actually listened to Archie's Imagine (his best according to reviews) and he sings very well although his melody reminded me of a girl singer.

So to each his own. I prefer the 25 year old rocker better :P

So is my relationship being affected?? I don't know. Have I stopped doing somethings that I used to do before?? I don't think so...

If there was no DC right now, what would i be doing with my free time?

Sleep? pester Aldrich coz im bored and don't want to super do all my assignments at once..

So i lessened on the pestering and sleep. Maybe I'll just ask him if I stopped doing some things because of DC (in a bad way).

I was in david-cook.org a while ago and read about this girl who almost broke up with her bf because of David Cook. Now, i think that would be taking it too far. First of all, DC doesn't even know us! We are his fans, collectively, so I dont' think it's worth ruining our personal individual lives for someone who does not know us on a personal level. That would be stupid.