In the midst of tears, I ask myself, why do I have to be sad? Why do I have to cry all the time? Why do I have to feel this pain, this loneliness? Why me?
Yet in the things I do not understand, I look upon with a mystical eye. I attribute the unfathomable circumstance to a higher power. It is something that my narrow reasoning and perspective cannot grasp at the moment.
Hardships happen for us to experience, to learn to grow. This is my belief. Everything has a reason, everything has a purpose in this life, no matter how insignificant or how hurtful.
In this belief, I gather my strength. I manage to see the silver lining behind the dark clouds, the rainbow after the rain…
Hmmmm…..
The time will come when I will read this post again and the intensity of my sadness will simply be a distant memory. I will have risen from this challenge stronger and more experienced…
But for now, I am still waiting for my tomorrow to come…
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