Saturday, June 27, 2009

Feeling Uneasy....

This could be due to the fear of numbers... maybe i need this book... queasy stomach from worrying about my FInMan class. Even crossed my mind that maybe MBA is not for me... that's how intense the anxiety is.. makes me want to run away but luckily my mind is not yet completely overpowered by emotion. Running away is not an option actually because there are other people, i.e my groupmates who will be affected. All in all, when I look back I'll snort and say that my fears right now are so petty. But that's how it is when you're anxious, you make mountains out of mole hills....


Thursday, June 25, 2009

Coping Mechanism


♫ ♪ For all those things
♫ ♪ That we don't understand
Bakit ung FinMan class ko sa LSGH na 8am on Saturdays e na move pa to RCBC Campus?? Permanent na ba to?? Sa SAN JUAN ako nakatira!! 10 mins lang papunta sa school kaya parang okay lang na 8am pero eto magiging Makati na !?? 9am nga ako dumadating sa office pag Weekdays e!!
♫ ♪ We come by faith
♫ ♪ And we place them in your hands
Chorus:
♫ ♪  We give thanks
♫ ♪  We give praise
♫ ♪  For we know, that all things work together, for our good
Well its a training for me to wake up early.. to not sleep late.. to prepare.. to accept that things don’t always go as I want it.. it's a way for me to become more adjustable to change....
♫ ♪  We give thanks
♫ ♪ We give praise
♫ ♪  For by faith, we know your grace, will see us through
Definitely on my own strength and volition, I cannot wake up early. I am not a morning person. But nothing is impossible with God, so help me…. For me to be able to survive Math + Saturday mornings – definitely all GOD!

Doodle

Maybe this describes how I'm feeling right now.. mixed up!

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

The Unbearable "Ewanness" of Being

I hate this "naeewan" feeling coz I never know what to do to make it go away, usually I go by the comfort food route which is why I ate a lot today!!!

I ate my 2 snacks during the morning snack time
I had this dessert after lunch: Blueberry Morning from California Berry
I ate my dinner during early merienda time
I had this late afternoon snack: Schublig with Cheese on a bun

SHEESH

Since those tactics have not been working and just left me full but still restles.. I've actually thought of the following remedies but at the back of my mind I know that they will not suffice
> go to the mall
> hang out at fully booked or powerbooks
> watch a movie

Right now I'm just blasting music to my head hopefully it will help...

I do not want to go to the gym...I'm thinking of just going home then netting.. I have a YM conference at 930pm..so I hope I get to analzye the case that I read last night (which made me fall asleep early!) hehe

argh!!!!

Monday, June 22, 2009

"Lines, Vines and Trying Times"

As I announced in Facebook, "Grace bought Jonas Brothers' CD in an attempt to save the music industry"

I was actually having second thoughts on whether I'd buy a CD or not since I've already gotten the torrent of their new album, "Lines, Vines and Trying Times" but haven't started downloading it via microtorrent.

What really changed my mind was going to Music One and seeing that half of the store has been blocked off to give way to an office supplies store! They were also having these DVD/VCD sale outside the store and when I went in, the aircon was not turned up to its usual level! Less aircon always means that the business is trying to cut down on operating expenses and in my mind, it's a red flag already. :-(

So there, I bought the CD for Php 495 and after listening to it and watching the added videos inside, I am definitely not regretting the purchase at all :)

I ripped the CD into my WinAmp and felt like a COUGAR after seeing the genre: "Tween Pop" What?? Hahaha I also registered for official mail and it just had to ask the age! I was at the 2nd to the last highest demographic!!! 25 -29 sheesh...

On the brighter side, it actually means that I'm a kid at heart :p I like Jonas Brothers' and Miley Cyrus' upbeat songs but if I were to choose, I'd go for JB since I was able to listen to their first two albums without skipping a track. In this latest one, my current favorite is "Much Better" - there's some oldish vibe to it, after that, it would be "Poison Ivy. "

I really appreciate that the album insert had the lyrics of each song, tons of pictures of the brothers and anecdotes before each song!!! They really know how to feed the fans!

I was thinking that David Cook should do something similar but scratched that thought right back due to the ff reasons:
a) his fans are not tweens
b) it would lessen his credibility as a serious artist and enhance his celebrity status
c) it's just his first album (an aside: I find it interesting that magazine writers still refer to albums as "LPs" when this literally means Long play (LP) record albums.

Anyway, I'm on a bit of David Cook hiatus right now, which was NOT really triggered by this, you know. Coz technically, I, as a fan should just care about his music and not really his personal life ;p lol! hahaha

So, just so you know, David Cook has been replaced in my office and home desktop wallpapers hahah but of course I'm still a fan..I'll just let that piece of info above fade away a bit. In the meantime, I'll shift to cougar mode :p


yowza! Joe Jonas is hot! *sizzle*

Back to School!!!

It's back to school again!!! Oh nooo..

My lone class this term is in Ortigas Campus (LSGH) on Saturdays at 8am in the morning!!

I am not a morning person, thus, I was late for class last Saturday but I have to say that it was exceptionally convenient to get to school.. I only needed to ride a jeep that passed by on the outer portion of our street and then go down the overpass and voila! I'm in school. Just a mere Php 14 going to school and back. I'm lovin' it!

Makes me think, "What if my office was in Ortigas?" I could ride the G-liner going to work and going back home..a humongous amount of savings that would give me.. but my company doesn't have a branch in Ortigas so I'll leave that to wishful thinking.

Anyway, so this term I'm taking up Financial Management and we have a weekly group paper to submit and 2 group reports on top of midterms and finals. I like to start the term organized so I have this sense of control over what's gonna happen and more often than not, it makes me stick to the schedule and encourages me to put in extra effort

Tuesdays
- for written group reports: YM conference at 930pm
- for group reporting: meet up at RCBC campus (right after office)

Saturdays @8am - 11:15
- class!!!

Plans:
1) Bring my eyeglasses
2) Bring a voice recorder

Weekly After Office Schedule

* Monday - read the case / read teacher's blog (non-negotiable)
* Tuesday - gym and get home in time of the meeting (meeting is non-negotiable)
* Wednesdays - go to church small group meeting (non-negotiable)
* Thursday - do part in paper / homework (may change but basically need to get paper done before Sat)
* Friday - do part in paper (may change but basically need to get paper done before Sat)
* Saturday - class then go to gym in the afternoon then to the mall (order of gym / mall may vary; activities may change)

Saturday, June 20, 2009

oh my!

Oh my.. joined the davidcookai7 community and is now seeing a lot of watch-worthy material!!!

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