I have since realized this, though painstakingly, and have made steps to try to put things back to order.
March 2017 - I became a Manager to 14 people
2018 - Some things have left a mark:
- Feb - I got a pre-selling condo
- Employee survey results
- May - Couple trip to Japan
- June - Resignation of person I groomed
- July - Canceled work trip to the US
- Dec - I went to the US with my family for a personal trip
2019
- Feb - I take a personal out of town trip to attend a friend's wedding and regain ties with my former colleagues and boss. My work still follows as I had to make decisions while on leave
- I have finally shared thoughts of stopping work with family members due to teacher feedback of how my child has been behaving in school
- Mar - I tendered my resignation from work.
- My 3.8 year old daughter was assessed to only be 1.5 years old developmentally
- Apr - I left work for good
- June - My 3.11 year old daughter was reassessed to be 3.1 years old developmentally
- July - Weekly speech and occupational therapy ensues and her improvement is phenomenal
- Dec - We find out that we are relocating to Singapore in February 2020
It's 2020 now and finally the initial anxiety has worn off and I have started decluttering and preparing for our move!
I also learned that one of my friends was diagnosed with clinical depression last year and have kept the monster at bay. Her sharing helped me to be more mindful and it was also a silent affirmation of what could have happened to me if my life continued on as before
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