Wishes of the Moment

1) I wish I had more time to focus on my studies

2) I wish I had more time to take up another class (non-MBA related)
Like maybe a Web Design related class at i-academy or wizard academy or something

3) I wish I had more time so that I can look for a part time job as a writer for a newspaper or a magazine.. get me all excited and my blood pumping

I am wishing for time... don't they say that we don't find time, rather, we make time?!

That's a point for me to ponder.

Please pray for Stephen Go

I barely know the guy, yet I am affected.
He doesn't know me, I do not know him.
But I know his story, and I tell it to others like I've already met him.

His story has touched my heart, I've read the things that the people had to write, I heard the stories that people had to tell - some good, some bad, some indifferent. But more of them were good.

There are stories told that are like the stories in the newspaper - read, analyzed a little, then forgotten. But this one seems different.

Even before I knew all the facts, i was moved and i just can't help but wonder why. What can I do but pray? What can i do but ask God that maybe He can spare this life?

I am moved to tears, I cry, I pray to God...he has more to do in this world.

I am moved by the love of the people surrounding him, by the lives that he has touched.

I do not know him at all, yet I feel a connection.

An overwhelming desire to care about what has happend to him, a great urge to pray for his well being.


There is hope. Please pray for Stephen Go.

Clumsy by Fergie

Cute song :)

Forget-Me-Not?

Oh no, i feel that i've become extremely forgetful lately. It's like I've forgotten much of my past and just keep on accumulationg present memories. It's good that I have a blog to document my thoughts and experiences since 2002! Wow, that's 5 years ago!!

I just sifted through my old entries and I barely remember my other posts. I don't have enough time to browse through them often and sometimes I'm just surprised by what I wrote.

What a weird feeling.

I should never forget my past coz it will help me live my present and make better decisions for the future...

Memory potion anyone?

What to Write About?

I have 2 articles due for our office newsletter and the topics assigned to me are on Food and Movies.

Up until now, I still can't decide what to write about!! It has to be something that the people in the office can relate to...

I thought of writing about the South Beach Diet and that there are a lot more healthy food choices available than i thought of. But could they relate to this? My mom cooks my food, which I believe is the biggest reasons why the diet has worked for me. I wouldn't be able to stick to the diet if i kept ordering from Sexy Cheft @ P800 a day! Most of my project mates say that it is expensive, and even I say it's expensive (i didn't pay for it :-p).

But then again, I think and think and think that maybe that there would be some who'd be able to relate - even if they wouldn't use it for a South Beach Diet menu, at least they'd know that there are healthier alternatives out there in the supermarkets and restaurants.

I need some affirmation on this...

For the movie review, I was thinking of not following that and writing about a TV series instead - HEROES!!! I know groups of people who really like it. I pray that I'd be able to do justice to Peter, Hiro and the other heroes!

It's not that i didn't watch any movies lately, but I dont' think I have enough knowledge about them to write a review since the 2 movies I watched were all part threes. Shrek 3 and Ocean's 13. I barely remember what happened in Shrek 1 or 2, the only thing I remember is that I liked the 2nd the least. As for Oceans 11 and 12 and even 13, I can't say i completely grasp what it's all about. I want to be able to immerse and understand all the nitty gritties to be able to confidently write about a topic and maybe throw in some nice sentiments and ideas here and there.

So here I am stil.. what to write about?

Help, I'm Having a Mood Swing!

Help, I'm having a mood swing! What is a mood swing? It's an involuntary, hard-t0-control sudden shift of mood that usually happens to people (esp. women) who are emotional.

I'm trying to use what logic to fight it off, but sometimes, the feeling is overwhelming. I suddenly feel terribly, utterly sad. I suddenly feel 'na-eewan'- an inexplicable state that usually frustrate boyfriends . i feel bored, i feel that i want to cry, i feel that i want to disappear. Then after a while, im okay! I have my sense of purpose back again.. it's as if nothing happened.

If you are a guy who tries to understand this state, then you'd better have loads and loads of patience and plenty of understanding. Sometimes, it just unfathomable.

I suddenly remember the book that my friend lent me, Managing Your Emotions. I haven't gotten to reading it yet, i'm not in the mood. (haha)

Sneaking In

Hello Blog,

Have I mentioned that i went on a cruise to Singapore, Malaysia and Thailand last May 13 - 17? I didn't? Well, that's probably because i was so busy or tired the following weeks after that.

There's no work tom albeit a lot of work to be done, so i managed to sneak in some blogging time. I'm planning to upload photos in my other site soon. And the Bohol write up and photos? None yet!

What a sad existence.

No time to write, no time to contemplate where I've been and what i've done. Tsk tsk.

School has started again and i thought InfoMan was like a non-subject.. but no, i had to be group1 again and the cases are freakin' long. Maybe i need more time to adjust to my 3 subject + guitar class term.

Wish me luck!

Big Girls Don't Cry

Fergie MTV with Milo Ventimiglia (a.k.a Peter Petrelli). I think the tatoos are fake :-p

From Church

I just came home from church for the Praise n Worship practice. I'm one of the backup singers.

These days, i seem to like hanging around in the church and with the people there. I've noticed that i've gotten comfortable with the environment and what is fostered in the church.

I've also noticed some of those values being instilled in me and they have become part of life. Very cool, indeed.

I just feel happy and at peace :) Something that i wouldn't trade for anything in this world ;)

Oh Peter, Peter!

I just finished watching Episode 23 of Season 1.. and i'm still not over it yet! I can't sleep!

Oh Peter!! I'm currently incoherent..oh Peter, Peter!!

pictures and icons taken from http://xx-crushed.livejournal.com/

XOXO

Aaargh, BITIN!!!

Aaaargh, BITIN!! I shouln't have watched it in the first place knowing that my internet connection is intermittent, argh! I watched one-thirds of Episode 23 of HEROES from http://www.fanpop.com/spots/heroes/videos/32348?part=1 but that's the only one i was able to watch decently. http://www.fanpop.com/spots/heroes/videos/32348?part=2 was choppy on my connection and like buffering every few seconds, boohoo!!!

So i'm now back to downloading the torrent via Azureus, look at my connection and download speed!! Insane! Aaaaah, BITIN!!

Sigh, what a great time for PLDT DSL to fail me! I bet there's a lot of Filipinos downloading Heroes right at this moment! Shucks!

My officemate told me that Hiro will get to put the sword through Sylar but he won't die! and what about the powerful person that Molly's talking about...the one that sees her when she thinks of him? Scary!

Hay.. bitin pa rin..nuninuninu

P.S. Super crush ko si Peter right now, the scene when he and Claire were in the car was breathtaking for me. I dunno.. i just liked how strong he looked then admitting that he was scared, ah, unexpected sensitivity always makes my heart skip a beat :-p