Bad Coke Mood
I actually feel bad that they kicked me out of Vanilla Coke. Well, it's not confirmed officially, of course, but what does not having shifts for the past 2 weeks mean, right? Ok so maybe not kicked out but demoted as reliever or buffer? That sucks.

This incident is really affecting my mood that I seem to have lost the drive to improve myself (meaning: work out, diet, workshops, summer plans, etc.) Right now, I feel like I'm in il y a, but I'm not because I'm saying that I am--that's consciousness. Oh, whatever.

Another thing that frustrates me is that I still haven't gotten my talent fee from my last 2 shifts! I don’t have money anymore, boohoo! My plans of meeting up with Mrs. Falcon have proved futile and here I am again waiting for her text on whether I'll meet her tonight at Eastwood. Honestly, I'm not anticipating it. I don’t know when I'm gonna get my money! I need dough for a hair treatment and I wanna buy my Oli some clothes--for a change naman diba?

……….after 2 hours…………

I'm back from Eastwood, my meeting with Mrs. Falcon pushed through! Yey, so now I'm loaded! but take note: soon to be gone again hehe! And another good thing that I found out is I wasn’t kicked out of Vanilla Coke naman pala. Mrs Falcon told us (my mom, sis and me) that Vanilla Coke's permit to hold promotions was withheld and that right now, they could only work in SM North Edsa and SM Manila yata or Fairview, something like that. Whew, what a relief! She also said that operations might get back to normal by next week…yey which means more money but there's still a bit of apprehension in me about being demoted…hehe wala lang.

The Six Meals Diet
I'm trying out another diet coz I keep on forgetting about the Zen method of eating. My new diet spaces meals at least 2 hours apart so I get to eat 6 small meals. I think this really works because it keeps the metabolism at a fast pace, which means lesser chance of diet plateaus where you get stuck with the same ugly weight forever! To convince you more, my friend Diana Sadie used this diet to somewhat prepare for the Bb. Pilipinas pageant. Get this: she went from a 27-inch to a 24-inch waistline!!! There is hope for me!!! Of course, the key word here is DISCIPLINE and CONSISTENCY. No matter how great the program, if you don't stick to it, nothing will happen.

Well, my spirits have somewhat uplifted so now I think I'm ready to pour myself into this program, I hope circumstances don't make it hard for me, though. Hehe, but I shall be ready!!!

Stupid Pre-paid ISPs!
While I'm having trouble connecting to the Internet with my 2 pathetic ISPs, let me rant about them… I bought two prepaid cards, ISP Bonanza priced at P100 and offers 24 hours of internet use and BLAST priced at P100 also but offers 9 hours of internet use. Of course ISP bonanza is less reliable but my first encounter with it wasn't so bad or maybe I had a longer patience then. But now, it's driving me nuts! It can't even finish dialing and it says that the line is busy which is not true! So I try out the more reliable BLAST, and it says that something's wrong with my connection properties blah, but I just used the exact same thing last night and it was perfectly fine! Argh! How I wish I had Destiny Cable Internet like Ann! No more dial-ups and you're always connected! Of course, I don't have the budget for that and I'm not a very very frequent internet user. So I don't know if it's worth it.

There's the point. I'm not a very frequent user na nga but in those few times that I try to get on the Internet, I still can't because of these stupid prepaid cards! Huhu lemme try connecting again…