I feel deflated.

An agent texted me last night asking if i was available for an ushering work today, 2K pay after at Rockwell Center.

Of course i was available!

So i told her at once and she instructed me to call up the client to inform him or something. So i did and he wanted me to email my picture to him.

No prob.

On second thought, Did i have MMS?, he asked.

Nope, i didn't, so email na lang.

I thought everything was okay already and was thinking of what all black outfit i was gonna wear. Then, i felt weird coz the agent didn't text me again, so i confirmed around 12noon if we were on for later.

She repiled, "No, the client already chose from the go-c last night, sorry, work with you next time..."

Awwwwww. I feel like someone got a needle and burst my dream bubble.

I was feeling so lucky last night coz i had a lot of work this week, never mind that my they were cutting 10% off from my Shell TF--some bidding process of agencies thingie that i don't really get.

Anyway, i was thinking if i was blessed, and maybe i should pray and thank God or something.

I forgot to, actually.

You think that could be the reason that i didn't get the work? Or am i just superstitious or whatever you call it?

Hmmmm, whatever.