November 15, 2002
This has been an absolutely weird, "ambivalent" day! Remember, i was telling you about my great joy on transferring history classes. Well, i was harshly awakened from my joyful reverie when the secretary told me that the chairperson didn't sign my load revision form but signed others with it, including mel's! so that must mean that she did not approve of it. Dapat daw conflict! Ha! i was so dejected! i was regretting being honest! i mean i could have easily written conflict of schedule but i didn't because i had a good judgement to be honest! Well so i fell into another bout of depression....It's good i have supportive friends who told me not to give up...so when i came back to school for the Guidon GA, I went again to the History dept (after a bit of urging from mel and imo) to check my load rev form. And to my suprise and delight (sounds like food) the chairperson was there signing forms. She didn't seem so meticulous in signing so maybe she just signed everythng there! LUCKY ME! HEHEHE
It's kinda weird though because although i got my load rev signed, i wasn't that happy anymore like yesterday. Well, the form hasn't been processed yet so i don't want to be soo happy again, you could say i'm sorta anticipating anything that could go wrong. I don't want to count my chikens until they hatch hehehe

November 16, 2002
I’m not so fond of kids. Especially those between 2-5 yrs old. I have three pamangkins and they fall in that age group! Aaargh, they visit here every weekend to make silly noises that amazingly make their parents and my parents happy. Well, their level of hyperactiivty is quite understandable, I just don’t like the nosiness and kakulitan. It surely drives me off the wall. Like one time, I was playing SIMS and one of them, the aggressive one, kept asking why why why and telling me to make the characters do this and that..no, siree! I was a spoiled child when I was growing up and even up til now, that’s why I don’t tolerate that in others. Bad noh? Another more recent incident was when another one of them, the youngest and most behind in learning, played with my precious Hello Kitty and made pentel pen marks on the back of Kitty’s head! All hell broke loose when I found out! My kid was violated! The thought steams me up and depresses me at the same time. Tsk, tsk. There are so many things that I will purposely not do/ teach my child when I do have one. The most important that I will always keep in mind is to never never never SPOIL the child. I believe that it is the golden rule of child rearing, LOVE ISN’T EQUAL TO SPOILING.