I feel so sucky today...and sticky too. I guess this is the feeling you get when you get home from a 4:30 class...all hot and sticky which has the propensity of giving me a bad mood....sigh oh well, that's life i guess..
When i was younger (in the teen years) i kept on making lotsa stupid mistakes and kept on regretting making the wrong decision...now that i've stepped out of the teen years, although i don't regret that much anymore, i feel more stupid. Isn't that pathetic? I think that although i don't regret, i just take my mistake in stride--too much as a matter of fact! But you know, i've thought about this a million times and now i'm still thinking the same thing. ..i just keep repeating what i think but never do anything about it.
I guess is should be more positive.
I want to live a different life. I want to be somebody else. Identity crisis, you ask? No, i'm just bored and having a sucky day.
I know i'll feel better later, maybe around 11:00 pm when my boyfriend starts to try to make me feel better (tell me some corny jokes) and i'll forget about everything again.
That's how it is. That's my life.