A Bitter Pill

I just talked to my parents about my debts and although I guess it'll be great to start 2010 debtless, it's kinda sad that so much money to come will never pass through my fingers and will simply just be paid online to a credit card. S

Sigh. Its just sad..

It's not even here but it's already committed to something. But oh well, sacrifices have to be made to start the year right.

I'm still wondering though if I should at least keep some for myself..but then i'd still have debt that way. damn.

Let's just say that I'm not used to it yet.. after all, its been 26 years of happy-go-lucky-spend-as-if-it-were-your-last-day-on-earth holiday seasons...so I guess it's about time that I make a change.

Hayy, maturity. I finally have to grow up. What a bitter pill to swallow!