I am so looking forward to tomorrow which also makes me anxious about tonight because I need to finish a huge amount of the opman paper in order to enjoy the day tomorrow. I must I must! Because I know that I'm gonna miss him for the x number of weeks, so so gonna miss his company. IS this Blind Love? I get hurt, I cry, I vow to be stronger, sometimes i think of running away but I remind myself that these are battlescars and I should be proud of them.
Then he does something endearing and I smile and all the hurt and pain is forgotten. I like the feeling actually.. maybe it's like a 'sick cycle carousel' but I feel more alive! I feel true to myself.. this is how I've always been when I'm in love with someone. i feel crazy but I feel alive, so much more than ever.
and I dunno how I'm gonna pull of the transition successfully! I cannot multitask guys! My heart is only comprised of 100% and so the only way is to share. Sheesh.
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