It's almost the end of lunchtime...i'm just feeling weird again. That unplaceable feeling--when i don't know now to react. Should i feel okay, should i feel slightly irritated, or maybe i shouldn't feel anything at all. I know im being very vague, hahaha, but that's all you're gonna get from me for the meantime.

I'm gonna update soon on the recent outings and events in our office but as soon as the pictures come out! One thing, i finally went to the beach!

Anyway, back to being moody and strange... a thought passed my mind last night. I was hoping that the time wouldnt come that i'd have to choose between someone i love but doesn't love me back that much and someone who loves me but i don't love that much. Maybe i shouldn't choose at all. I'll just sit and wait for my perfect match...if that someone really exists.

Is my Superman born or is he made? There are people whom you get along with in an instant and there are those that you have negative vibes once you see them. There are those that you don't really mind at first until you get to talk and find out that you really enjoy each other's company. Life is complex, why do i keep on trying to understand it? Why do i make myself feel miserable when i can't fathom what's in store for me?

I remember my friend who had a traumatic 'love' experience. At times of frustration maybe, this friend of mine prefers to live in a controlled environment. Sometimes i wish to have same scenario too. Of course, anyone knows this isn't possible. You can control what happens around you for some time but then there comes a point where you just have to let it be. ...

Life is weird.