I feel so sucky.....

Long story but i'll just post the thoughts i had the other day...

I was supposed to blog about the idea of living in 3 environments (ang konti, noh?) I was just thinking about it while on my way to work....These 3 environements are modeling environment, accenture environment, and me&oli environement.

Of course, when in the company of wolves act like wolves do. (I just made up the wolves thing coz i can't remember the exact quote, hehehe)

The Modeling Environment
Physical appearance is the keyword here. We talk about beauty products, body maintenance, fashion trends, pop culture, guys, money, typical girlie model stuff.

"What shampoo do you use? You're hair is sooo shiny!"
"Did you go to the go-see/ VTR/ casting call by this agent? Is the budget high?"
"I wanna buy cute, flat shoes!" "I'm getting fat already...diet, diet, diet"

The IT Environment
Computers and techie stuff rule this world. One will hear terms like server, strings, codes, errors, status reports. More specifically, words like brown bags, sunsets and sunrise, which i think are accenture-centric words, keep on popping up each day.

"Were you able to access the database?" "I'll have to restart the server"
"What's the Java code to fix this error?"
"Please email me the status of the product test that you executed..."

The Oli Environment
This environment, I can say, is where i am the most comfortable. I am all that i am in this environement. I am corny. I am silly. I am childish. I am beautiful. I am glamorous. I am immature. I am thoughtful. I am loving. I can be me, warts and all. Doesn't matter if i'm not a supermodel, doesn't matter if i'm not a computer genius, what matters is how i am as a person.

Sad to say, i'm still not perfect at that department. I still have so much more to learn in being a good gf!

I'm a work in progress in all the environments that I'm in. There's always room for improvement. I believe that it's the imperfections in life that push a person to grow and become better....la lang just trying to cheer myself up...