I'M SO WEIRD and DIRECTIONLESS!

I've just decided to go ahead to the BPI job fair and apply for the Management Trainee Position. I think i'm qualified since they didn't mention that the applicant should have a business or management related degree.

So now, i'm researching on the net, to find out what it means to work for a bank!

One of the requirements was "strong interest to pursue a banking career"

What does a banker do, anyway? I'm so clueless! I'm sooo pathetic!

Hmmmm...I seem to go for anything that provides a good compensation package. I'm really attracted to the working hours of a bank. Monday to Friday only, fixed time, benefits and bonuses, etc. It sounds so stable and so family-oriented. That's the direction that i want to take in my life.

My friend Dior also told me to apply at Public Relations Firms as an Accounts Executive coz they have fixed time of work, too. There's also some writing involved but then that's public relations writing--which i don't really like.

Why? Coz press releases reek of sugary sweet stuff and all the filth are hidden. My journalistic instincts don't take that very well.

If i were to write or to purse a career in communications or anything related to my course--it should definitely be something that i really really like. Meaning, writing for a newspaper or magazine--lifestyle/health/features/reviews those kinds of stuff.

If i were not to go into a communications related job then i want to get one with a great compensation package and something that would provide training and development. I'm not stupid to let myself get stuck in a job that i don't love and don't get paid well, either!

There...so i'm not so directionless after all. But, i'd need to prepare answers when i get interviewed coz of course i can't tell them what i mentioned above hehehe.