04.04.03
120 hours of Practicum
I don't know why but i'm not the least bit excited about doing my practicum,the idea bores me right now actually. I see it as a hassle, as something that i have to accomplish again for school. Something "graded", forced, not fun.

It's odd actually since i was just raving about the whole practicum thing some months back, but now that it's just a few weeks away, i don't want it anymore. Can't i just enjoy my summer vacation and do what i want with it?

I wish i'd get more modeling jobs na lang--i get paid and have fun, too! But this is something i still have to work on....

I guess there's no backing out of the practicum thing, like i have a choice! I'm gonna submit my resume to GMA tomorrow and i have to be interviewed! I've always dreaded interviews, because it scares me that they'll find out how stupid i really am! But then again, from the interviews that i've undergone, i guess it also matters how you carry yourself-the confidence-and your credentials. Ateneo has helped me a lot in getting in for my Coke promos and Nokia summer job. I just hope 'Ateneo' will help me make it for GMA, too.
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