It's 11:30pm and I just got back from the briefing for Vanilla Coke. Grabe this is really tiring since I still have to review my theo notes for tomorrows x2 quiz….

A big fat F

Yes, I got a big fat F in my second theo long test. If this doesn't get a person down, I don't know what would. I really didn't expect an F, for crying out loud! Waaaaah! Waaaail! I was anticipating a lower grade or maybe by some miracle a higher grade than before because Dacanay is really unpredictable, well I guess I proved my point. He gave me an F! Has he no heart? No consideration at all? Well, Ann double checked my answers and it turns out that I focused on the wrong things!!! How sad….you study so much and just because you focus on the wrong things, everything goes wrong! That's why I'm quite nervous about tomorrow's test.. I already read Melina's article and my notes as well but I don’t feel like I'm ready. I don't feel like I know anything at all. Huhuhu. What if I answered it wrong again? I hate this apprehension, it really gets me down. I know very well that this kind of anxiety is what gives me a D in philosophy well, I shall not let myself be snared in theology this time! No, siree. You readers probably think I'm nuts coz I seem to be talking to myself, well that's life. When you're feeling all these mixed emotions, you just gotta let them out. Let them all out.

Just a hint of vanilla

"Vanilla coke has the same great taste of Coke with a hint of vanilla….blah blah blah" This is part of our spiel for the Vanilla Coke promo tour. I don’t know if I should be flattered but I got in the first batch of models for the "groundbreaking" this Saturday. Well, they just asked us to read and deliver some of the spiels. Now that I think about it, I shouldn't be flattered. I mean I'm studying in Ateneo and if I don't get in the first batch (under the criteria) it would be such a shame.

Anyway, they let us all taste Vanilla Coke, finally! I really like it. It's like tasting ice cream and then tasting Coke. The flavors don't get mixed up even though they are together--like a distinct fusion of flavors, mmmmmm! By March 1, Vanilla Coke will be available in all supermarkets that have Coca-Cola products! Yey!

Getting back at my shift, do you know that I got assigned at Eastwood this Saturday? From 7:30pm till 12:30 am! Ohmigosh! And as a saftey precaution because of our costumes, our talent fee will be given next week pa. I hope it's worth it! I heard it's P2000, sana…

My place in time

While I was on my way to the briefing a while ago, I felt really down. Maybe I was just tired from reading Melina but whatever it was, it made me reflect on what I really want to do in life. Well, I couldn't find anything that I really wanted to do at that moment. While I was in the car, I saw lots of office people in their corporate suits. I knew the 9-5 desk/office job would not be suitable for me. At that time, I felt restless; I wanted to do something exciting but I just don't know what. I was then thinking about being in TV as a broadcast journalist, it didn't appeal to me either as well as baking or even modeling . Everything just seemed so bleak and dreary, like everything and anything I did was weighing me down. Even being a housewife made me feel tired. So I just stopped thinking about it altogther….hehehe

Right now I'm really sleepy and tired but I still have to review Melina, I can't take any chances anymore, I don't have the luxury.